Written on 1st of May 2008

(I liked this so much, for some reason, that i added this to something i hope will become a book one day).
Many of us are always hanging on to the idea that we can still achieve something, even something little. If we work had enought why can't we achieve what we want?
But time goes by so quickly and things we do hardly ever matter. I have only been looking for work for about a month now but the idea of working 9am till 6pm really frightens me, and its truly depressing.
It's not like my life is full of amazing exitment at the moment, but at least at the moment i am that safe place, where i can do what i want whenever i want. I can read books, play computer games and go out when i please. But it is time to grow up, and not only it is time to grow up but i need to find a job too, moey is something you can't live without.
So why have we been really placed on this Earth? So that we would age; and in reality achieve very little, having spent most of our lives working somewhere we don't really like because we need to pay the bills, buy food and generally survive.